That's heartbreaking, missdoomngloom. Little Jayden was blessed to have you, in his life, for even a short time. My Mom is recovering from a traumatic brain injury. Thankfully she rarely goes to the hospital but I promise that people like you mean the world to patients and families.
Now...here's a bowl of kittens MrHarmadon shared on the DayKnights Discord: https://imgur.com/3MUFbrw