I have a thing I want to share with this community. Kinda heavy.

So hi.  I've been away a little bit lately.  I'm gonna do a BIG POST about my glorious return and when that will be.  There's a lot of catching up to do with you guys.  In a nutshell...I've been doing some stuff for Artillery.

But lately, despite the awesome things that have happened around me, I've been having a huge internal conflict about my motivations and such.  So I'm trying to sort the positive from the negative so that I can excise the latter.  To that end, a few of the Knighthood sat down and let me talk about who I am and where I come from.  I also recorded it so that I could share it with more people and talk it out.  The following link should be to the recording, it's about a half hour long, and it gets kinda heavy.  Had to stifle some tears, not even gonna lie about it.  But I've come to a point where I feel that this community should know a bit more about who I am and I can't think of better people to help me deal with getting my motivations in the right places.

http://clyp.it/3hgop5v3

If you have a minute, please listen.  And if you have another few minutes, please do leave some feedback.  Good or bad, I could use a little help.

Also I might start doing a weekly monologue talky thing.  Podcast?  Maybe?  I dunno.  I'm experiencing some cool stuff and I'd like to talk about it.  So that might be cool.